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...how do I achieve this without being used and abused. I'm between a rock and a hard place being in business with him.


You have now and have always had the power to be in control of this.

This goes for business and your M.

If it feels like you don't then you haven't detached enough...

You have had a rough spot here Mila.

A BIG rough spot ok.

That is what makes us think, question and grow.

My response to Dudess was not for her-

- it was for you.

It is only up to you to decide when you need to let go more...

You know this.

letting go doesn't mean you're giving up on your M.

I am going to say it is my observation and my opinion that you still have expectations of your H


That all your dim, dark, stuff...


Is not getting you where you want because you still want H to do what you want him to do...

He just doesn't want this right now.

Let go of the expectations...

Embrace Mila.

Embrace Joy

Take a step just for YOU.

This is as far as I have come on the journey and so only this far can I help you.

Beyond this I have no experience. So can offer no guidance.

This much I know for you Mila you will be stuck until you let go completely...

Only you can say when it is time.

My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am