We cross-posted Mish. I guess I would be Team Jacob then...
I love holding hands. I miss that physical touch! The one 'date' I had with golf guy, where we went to a birthday party together, if he walked away for something when he came back to stand by me he would squeeze my shoulder, rub my arm, touch my back, etc. I don't want to go out with him again but I must admit it felt nice just to be touched!
I am glad you are enjoying things as they are instead of worrying about what comes next. Just appreciate what you have for now...