and last but not least...I am pretty much at the end of my rope at this point. Really. I love him but enough is enough. He really IS my best friend..we really ARE soul mates...and he knows it...we DID have a great love..but he let another woman come between us. He chose the OW over his OWN family. THIS is the last straw for me..if contact continues in any way...I HAVE to move on...this time there will be no I will take you back..this time there will be no I love you and we are best friends..that is it..I love him with all of my heart but I will not be disrespected regardless of the reasons he has been TOLD he is there. He made these decisions and I pray every single night that he makes the decision to stop cheating and take care of the 3 people that love him most in this world!!!!
