Journal: I am nervous this AM. Nervouse I made the wrong decision. One of my H's main complaints about me in our relationship is that I was too controlling and demanding. I know he's going to see this as another move to "force" him to do what I want. He's not going to be instantly sorry - he's going to be angry, low, depressed, more angry.
I didn't mention it yesterday, but the computer battery died right as I was about to send the email. Act of God on that timing? Don't know - but I sent the darn email anyway.
Since I've done this, I'm going to have to work my tail off to educate those that might see it as an agressive act of retaliation.
