IF I would have told you then, looking forward, that you would learn so much on this journey, and be thankful for it, last year...you would have told me to pound sand...
Looking back ?
Doesn't seem that long now...
Happy Little Friday to you !!!
As I was typing that this morning I was reliving, in technicolor detail every moment of that morning sitting in our kitchen at 3:30 am. The difference is that I am now removed from the emotion.....I am detached.
I am so very thankful, I would be the same dumba$$ that I was back then, controlling, being controlled, not moving forward, stagnent.
As the weeks unfolded, I remember thinking to myself "This will all be over by the time school starts" HA....little did I know....I look back at myself as if I was a different person. I laugh at the person I was, not out of cruelty but at how niave that person was, I want to go back and smack that person I was but that person is a part of me.
You have to grow from something, we all crawl before we walk and walk before we run. Being that person for the better part of my adult life was a learning experience that I can look back upon and say "this where I was, still crawling and now look at me gearing up for the marathon of life".
PEI,
HAPPY CANADA DAY !!!!!
How about a tall glass with half strawberry daiquiri and half pina colada???? Red, White ???
I have to put in O Canada on the playlist tonight. Maybe pick up a sixpack of Molson or Labatt's.....
Cheers, eh
Formerly "missherlove"
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Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.