Still trying to find my way

[Mystik]

H called again, left a voicemail for me to call him. Then he immediately called on teh house phone, left a message for DS to call him, talking about some toy he bought for him. So DS called and sure enough, after a couple minutes H asked DS if he could talk to me. I had DS tell him I was getting ready for work, which I was getting dressed, so H had DS tell me to call him when I was dressed, it was very important. After DS hung up H texted me again, askeed if my master plan to fix everything was to ignore it and not talk to him?

I don't have a master plan. My master plan is to just get through each day without breaking apart completely. Right now I'm just too raw to talk to H. Unless he wants to talk working things out, I am going to fall apart if he tries to talk to me.