I've been calling a mate after Hip Hop for coffee, and it turned out this week he was doing a double bill with two different bands - so two gigs back to back. On top of that, my brother called for a drink, so I met up with loads of different people, chatted all night, and listened to some fantastic live music... I didn't get home till gone 1.
The problem? Still lonely, still missing her the entire time. What else can I do to fight for her? I hate just sitting around waiting for things to happen. It sucks.
So today i'm struggling through office work... being tired really makes it harder to keep that PMA going. I think a quiet night is in order tonight. Lots of sleep.
Me: 29 H: 25 T:7yrs M:5yrs
Bomb: 23/04/10
Had no idea anything was wrong. Cheated so she could end it without talking.