Hang in there, Sleeper. You did as well as anyone could have by your X, but maybe she is just too badly damaged. It's not your fault she's a mess, and it is not and never was your job to fix her. Where was her empathy and concern for you when you were in the throes of PTSD?
Your D is a different story. She will be okay despite all that has happened to her because she has you.
