Cagz,
It all takes time Cagz. You probably are not ready for any dating. You have to heal first. It is hard to become attracted to anyone when your ex is still in your heart.

Don't worry, it gets better....

Me: 46 H:44
Together: 25 years
Married: 20 years
Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07
OW: EA began 2005
PA began end of 2006
3 children,20, 16, 6
ex asked for forgiveness
01/16/11