Good MC session today as the roller coaster ride continues. The wife said that her "feelings (or lack thereof)" still have not changed despite my best efforts. That said, she still wants to keep trying and give it more time. I think in her mind I have also still not made ammends for the "hell" that I have put her through over the last 10 years. Even though I have not had a drink in 4 months, the MC and the wife both think I should do the AA 12 steps to help with that. It might also give her more faith that this is a permanent change on my part. We shall see.

I will also be visiting an attorney in the next couple of weeks just to be on the safe side

M: 39
W: 39
Kids (3): S10; S8; D4
Married 14 years
Togethor: 18 years
Wife's Weird Behavior Started: 2nd Half of 2009
Bomb Dropped (about being "so done"): 2/17/10
Current Status: In counseling