You're searching for answers that YOU won't find the answer to. The only one who knows why is your spouse. All you have control over is you. What can you do to be happy aside from your M.
Right now there is no M. When you were single, how did you "survive". What were the things you did for yourself? Do that now.
Fill your thoughts of him with thoughts of something else. GAL is so important to you right now. Do it for your sake. Concentrate on you and not the pity of the D.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
