i know that this week has been bad because people are asking. i never made an official announcement to anybody that this was happening. so when friends start asking, it's like re-opening the wounds. i was doing so well and then .. someone just has to come along and ask.
i'm not begging him to stay. there is no children to keep us in contact. in fact, we don't communicate at all anymore. i don't text him, i don't call him, i don't send him email. the d will go through quietly. and we will never see or speak to one another ever again. and my question is .. why? what happened that caused my m to become this way? i have no answers.
i know. i may never get them. this is what will keep me angry for the rest of my life. i want the truth from him. not from what i read from his forum.
