WAW and me in 11th hour!!!!

[Ken62]

Two great questions Coach and I know that she is entitled to have them.

I want it because it is the official written document of her expressing the condition of our R that was causing her to seek D and it might give me clues of things that I can validate or be aware of in the future.

If she would have told me she couldn't find it then I would have let it go but the fact that she even took the time to reread it says that she was even curious about its content after 14+ months. She could have just forwarded it to me but she chose to reread it. Why?

She is deciding for me that it is not good for me to have. She is deciding that it will affect me negatively. Now that we are D does she get to decide these things for me? Isn't this my choice to make?

I guess the ultimate goal is to reread it for myself and possibly have some closure to this whole process.

Maybe I'm kidding myself.

Thanks Coach!