My friends here have meant so much to me and the support has been such a blessing in my life.
So, the long and short of it is that my H has resumed contact with OW.... suposedly to answer unresolved questions. He says there has been no "resumed" physical or emotional affection but a few "talks" to answer these questions.
The point is that it was done behind my back with yet again more lies and deception. Trust is broken further.
I don't know how I could possibly ever be expected to trust again after this violation.
I am still sad today, but still strong. Tired... from an almost all night convo wih H....