Said few words to W yesterday morning in the kitchen. She went back upstairs to continue getting ready for work with bathroom door shut. D was still asleep in bed when I left for work, so I only got to say goodbye to S. Didn't say anyting to W as the door was closed.
Didn't hear anything from W or anyone all day. W worked a full day yesterday and today too.
Texted D's phone that I had softball and wouldn't see her until tomorrow, be good for Mom, etc.....
Went to softball game after work and called D & S after to talk to them a bit. Didn't speak to W, just the kids.
Went out with the team after the game and had a couple beers - even though I am not supposed to. I did know that I wouldn't be seeing W since she would be in bed when I got home, so I thought it would be ok. No problems.
Got ready this am and W was in kitchen when I came down. She asked me a few questions about the game. My answers were: good, no and no. Did my morning chores and said bye to D when I left for work. Everyone else upstairs with doors closed. Had to go back in for something and S was out so I said bye to him and see ya to W who was now in kitchen.
Easy not to talk when you aren't home.
Going to see kids counselor today to talk about how/what to tell the kids. I suppose we will tell them in the next few days. I know W has been wanting to tell them. I am REALLY dreading that conversation.
