Originally Posted By: Irish
I need to know if I am foolish to believe that the person who wrote this is still in there somewhere?


I got similar stuff from my W.

For me? This is my HOPE. This IS who they want to be.

IMO you do not disserve you or them by believing there is more there then they are currently showing you.

For there is much more...

Just not right now.

Originally Posted By: Irish
I am afraid to trust myself and believe that the person who wrote this is still there and worth "standing" for - since all of his actions and words since have been in direct contradiction of this. I am not afraid to look foolish to anyone for "standing" / it's who I am and what I believe.


Do you see your own contradiction?

If you are standing for you than H's worth?

Nothing to do with it.

If we look at what they do now and place value on that... In some way translate it to worth...

Heck these boards would be empty.

Irish you will find your path through this.

Read other's threads. ('cept PEI she is a mad typist smile

You are at the beginning stages of the LBS and all your questions are good ones.

Ultimately, even as much as we tell you, YOU will have to experience it to know it.

So keep stepping every day for you.

BTW The stuff at the beginning up there ^^^^^ is good.

Good for YOU.


My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am