Well, I'm feeling a bit better today for some reason. Just have a calm feeling, wish it was like this every day! I think that I should go with being friends with H for now. I just need to suck it up and be patient.
I've been thinking that he might be trying to 'bring interest' into our conversations- hes been trying to talk about music lately, and its taken me this long to realise, he initiated the talk about it. He's offered to bring some of his cds over for me to copy, and surely this is a good sign yes?
So I've sent him an email saying I'd love the cds whenever he gest a chance I think maybe I've been trying to distace myself too much, and he's been trying to initiate stuff, and I've been a bit doff abot it...duh!
Anyway we'll see where it takes things if I'm a little more 'engaged'
I think maybe I've been trying to distace myself too much, and he's been trying to initiate stuff, and I've been a bit doff abot it...duh!