file for D? Or is there something else i can do?

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Today was the first day I saw h in about a week or so, was 2 days of nc. i had to take kids to mil's where he lives for an interview. he wasn't there at first but was for about 30 mins or so. I go early since s4 mos is breastfeeding and won't take a bottle of breast milk.

when he came in my whole mood changed, i left earlier then i wanted, got in the car was totally upset crying and had to tell myself no don't bother texting him your upset he doesn't care, get ahole of yourself, put ona good face for interview,

i was doing ok, ignored him while he was there, until he wanted to pull d 2.75 upstairs, he said something angry to me down the stairs. i told him if he was going to show anger infront of kids that he has for me i will have to even limit more contact he has with kids. i would have to deal with their upsets when we got home having seen their father 1 time in weeks.

i just put together a timeline of sorts of how many days he's visited with kids. most of the time he visits about 3-6 days out of the month. criminal behavior for my kidos.

so i download the parenting book the court has and i'm putting together boundaries and consequences for him, high lighting key points.

i'm going to mail it to him, not that he would read it