I gave up...filed for D

[luvless]

Steady - thanks for that - interesting huh?

I too happen to believe people give up too quickly and run from their M. I think if people stuck it out that many marriages could be saved.

LSG - always appreciate your kind words of support

My stbxH text me yesterday morning to ask a simple question where he could have the got the answer to without contacting me but anyway....I gave him a response and he FOR THE FIRST TIME in months actually text back "thank you." Again today he text me this morning asking about my younger son's phone (he jumped in the pool and forgot it was in his shorts) and asked if it died. I wondered why is he even asking me - talk to the kids...anyway I answered him and I expected him to be the typical jerk he's been but he responded "ok I'll take him this weekend to get a new one." I couldn't believe it...nice TWO days in a row? hmmm

I just don't know about him. I wonder if he misses home at all. It's really sad to think he doesn't but I guess it doesn't matter anymore huh? I find myself getting less sad. I mean I start to think about all he's done and then the pain dissipates.

I'm broken....financially and emotionally but I am grateful for a nice home to live in and to spend everyday with my kids. At night we hang out and talk and laugh about how we have no money. We are still a family and that is something my former husband no longer has. I don't know how he lives without it. I couldn't.

Well...I'm going to play some video games with my daughter.

I Luv you guys...nite