embracing change

[flowmom]

So the ball is rolling on working on the separation agreement. H agreed to
1. do coparenting plan before financial stuff
2. try out the psychologist who I really liked

It was weird, he seemed to be seeking my guidance/input. I don't know if that's just following the pattern of our M, or if he's going out of his way to be cooperative with me to avoid nastiness.

I am optimistic that he will have a good impression of the psychologist.

I've been emotional in the last week since H first brought out sorting out the financials. I'm mostly feeling a sense of acceptance, but I still have some desperate thoughts of wanting to DO something to prevent the D outcome.