Exposed finally,,limbo land

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I guess I really feel that it bodaciously sucks huge that I could legitimately post in any and all (but I'm surely not alone there)

I will say that I'm getting either better at detaching, or just numb. I don't use nearly as much anxiety medicine.

I gotta be careful when we tell D8, because if she gets super emotional - I'm going to want to damage something in direct proportion to her pain.