Thanks for reminding me it's all part of the process. I just don't know why it has to be today of all days that I am feeling so much pain... Not that it's EVER convenient! I've been so strong, for the most part, but today I feel lower than ever. Not even sure why, esp. since H decided he would go to MC and all. But who says any of this makes sense??? I have experienced all of that to some degree and varying points but am surprised to feel it all at once right now.