Thank you Hope, Maple and Pearl. I appreciate your support! It is sad, there was so much potential there in the beginning. Today has been a difficult day and I may post more details at another time after I've processed some things.
But for now it is helpful to know my DB friends are always there. And I am still feeling strong and ruling my own life.
Pearl, thank you for your affirmation. I know you understand a lot about what I may be struggling with. Your perspective is always helpful and yes, I do know how to reach you. Thank you my friend.