Thanks Kat, I talked to my naturopath a few minutes a go and she said much of the physical symptoms I was having are definately related to the Detox, I told her about my little crying outburst and she said that Detox's can also bring up emotion. She suggested I cut back from three pills a day to two and see how I feel in a couple of days. I'm to call her back if I don't feel any better. So, it's nice to know that I'm not going crazy! She said she didn't think the SJW had anything to do with it but we probably should have started one before the other because right now my body is getting used to two new substances at the same time, which is fatiguing. When I think about it though, I've never had a meltdown since I separated with wife, and this wasn't really a meltdown. I met with my Pastor when my friends wife left him and I cried my heart out but never about myself and my loss (well, that actually was a lot about my loss, wasn't it!) . Before the separation I'd cry sometimes with a therapist and sometimes on my own. Maybe I need to cleanse myself. I was telling my friend/co-worker that Sunday I went to the Asian Festival where we used to go to as a family, and in the summer we always used to do things together every weekend, and now I look at families in the park and couples holding hands and that's not me anymore. I love summer but it brings stuff up for me. Anyway, I'm at home now so I think I'll go lie down for a bit and if I'm up to it I'll try the dinner outing, if not I won't.
