Thanks Sugar. I did get it out of my system and have resumed my regular daily life. I hear you on calming down and taking time. I am going to do that, although I must say I do not see any other outcome now than divorce.
The show was this weird concert/mud-wrestling thingy. I know, I know, sounds crazy, and it was. It was like the WWE but mud-wrestling girls. A god friend of mines friend was playing in one of the opening bands, so we went. We drank too much cheap beer, I met a really cool lady and we had a generally awesome night.
Can't say I've ever seen anything like it before, but it was a great time.
Still kicking around the idea of IC... I'll probably go at some point, but right now I feel strong and good.
I have also come to realize in the past week, when I was kinda beating myself up, just how many people in my life really care about me. Family and friends have been here for me through this from the beginning.
I'm just seeing the light at the end of the tunnel here, and I'm not worried or scared of what comes my way, no matter what it is.
