H moved in w/ OW. Wants month to fig things out.

[seanna]

I know everything you say is true. i'm relieved though, that I've finally come to terms with the situation and I'm happy with the decision that I've made to end the craziness.

I also know that since I've taken away the piece of their triangle, things aren't going to go well for them either, and when the day comes that he realizes for real, that the grass isn't really greener, I will have finally gotten some satisfaction out of all this.

maybe it had to come to this for me to get it through my thick head that he's not the one for me anymore, and i truely don't want him back ever.

He destroyed every ounce of love, hope and wish that I had for him to come to his senses. i really don't care anymore. I feel that I'm not in love with him, and that it was maybe a little addiction for me too.

So glad it's over, so glad I did take him back, because I never would've gotten over it I think. Now I'm ready to truely move on.

We won't be friends, we won't be anything anymore except my boys parents, and that this time it's forever. I'll post throughout the divorce process as this is all new to me and I'll need a place to vent.

This was the final chapter, the nightmare is finally over and for that, I'm grateful.