Seriously, PEI - I agree standing for you is the right move. Just please do not move to fast to close the door on your H.
Getting your butt back in the house I think is a good thing. Good for the kids and good for you.
Live the changes that you want to make...live them...I am also sure that ONE thing will definitely happen....and that is....
YOU WILL BE HAPPY!
God Bless, Eric
Hey Eric! Glad you're back!
Honestly, that's not my door to close. I think I've explained my "door at the end of the long hallway" metaphor ... I shut it over a bit, got up off my butt (I was sitting right there waiting for him to come back through) and started walking my journey down the hallway. He's not even peeking through the door at this point, and should he ever decide to open it up and walk back through he's going to discover I've stopped STANDING STILL. I'm living, and walking that journey ... how far apart we are if/when he ever steps through is in his hands - I'm not going to worry about it because I can't control it. That's his jouney to take, or not take for that matter.
My focus has become me ... and my kids ... what I want, what I need, where I'm going, where I've been ...
As I get to know me, I get stronger ... I feel ready to live and love life ...
Peace PEI
Holding onto anger to punish someone else, is like lighting yourself on fire to get smoke in their eyes ~ 25yearsmlc
