I completely understand. It's hard staying strong for the kids. I have struggled with that a lot recently. I just try real hard to distract my thoughts. And on the days it really doesn't work, I find a way to distract them. At least until I can focus. Sometimes you need those moments to let it out.
Nights are difficult too. Especially since sometimes I think about how he can choose when and if to be alone and I don't have a say. It's those times especially I read. I have many books or I read here. I don't wish this on anyone. But I have to say I am thankful there is somewhere I can go to find comfort and support. Cheers to a brighter day tomorrow. One day at a time in deed!
irish_love __________________________ M 36 H 38 M 14/T 18 4 kids EA Bomb 03/2008 ILYBNILWY 06/2007 & 11/2007 H moving out 5/2008