Have I been living in a fantasy world for 28 years? I don't even feel like I know anything anymore! Everything that I used to believe - about love, marriage, relationships is shattered!
Ok this is normal. It very much part of the process. Questioning.
Also if you haven't read stages of LBS link given to you at the beginning of your thread
Read that too...
My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am