Right now I want to be loved and cared for - and of course I want it to come from him. But I have to learn to love and care for myself. Have I been living in a fantasy world for 28 years? I don't even feel like I know anything anymore! Everything that I used to believe - about love, marriage, relationships is shattered! Granted - I understand the self awareness importance and it is something that I've known is a problem for me - something I had hoped to conquer once kids were out of the house and H and I could grow individually and as a couple. But this is an accelerated course that I wasn't prepared for and I'm failing miserably!
M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years Ds-24,22/S-18 D - 3/11 A Day at a Time
