Heartbroken and needing help!

[Truegritter]

Irish

You have gotten a LOT of amazing guidance here lately.

I can tell you what I think based on my own experience

BUT

I want you to do something.

Read back over your thread.

Every page.

First you have to try to do better at detaching.

Now IF detaching is a goal...

Do you think that will be harder or easier if H lives with you?

When you detach you will gain control over the chaos.

and this...

I have NEVER felt this way before and I HATE it! I have never felt so hopeless and helpless and alone!

and

there hasn't been anyone to give a sh** if I'm ok / if I made it here ok, etc. Definite self pity going on! UGLY!

I promise this is the first step toward making this pain better.

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