I have been away from the boards for a while dealing with a ton of shiznit and just caught up on your sitch. I am so sorry that you had to deal with a crazed MLC H. I really am. One small comment...responding the way that you did "yelling"...probably did not help and I know that you know that.
My hats off to you for continuing to stand for YOU. At the end of the day that is all that really matters. It really is.
Can you look in the mirror and say I did all that I could? Only you know the answer to that.
IMO..if you can sit in room by yourself and say I gave it my all. If you can look at your H and wish him nothing but the best...if you can TRULY hope that he addresses his issues....if you can continue to show a degree of humanity towards him, even though he has spewed his venom in your direction....if you can really forgive him....if you can really understand how much pain he is in...if you can really understand how confused and scared he is...if you can really understand him...well then....
You have let him go with love. That is all we can do.
Your a class act BR - keep moving forward with no regrets...keep exploring yourself...fall in love again. Embrace it...enjoy it...fall in love with you. You deserve it - we all do.
Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
