Hang in there CTH. I totally know what you mean about things not changing but it feels like your life's upside down. I think seeing that guy really messed with your head and it's totally understandable. Just know the sooner you get over this the sooner you can move on to nicer women like the 31yo who you'll be able to spend time with doing fun things and not sit at home. I'm the same way, I like to get out and do stuff but STBX didn't- only problem is I hate doing stuff by myself, I need a partner in crime andI feel stuck in a rut these days.
Anyway, keep the focus on the girls...they're your priority. They grow up too fast...make good memories with them for you and them. I ordered a book written for single dads I'll write about it in my thread when I get it but it seems promising.
Me: 35|WAW: 38|D: 6yo | http://tinyurl.com/2dxx7m6 Feb 2006, left, came back in two weeks Aug 2006, left again Apr 2007, filed for divorce Dec 2007, reunited Mar 2010, moved out, filed again
