Thanks for not giving up on me DDay, Greek, 4-more and others.

I have been drinking. Both of us have. It is what we do. The other day she texted me that she was drinking our last beer that she didn't know where it came from. I brought it home from the neighbors the night before, so I stopped and got a 30 pack of beer on the way home. Then drinking at my brother's Bday party, drinking at summerfest. I guess I need to stop all drinking.

I will stop confronting, stop beating dead horses and keep to playing with the kids. I hope I am not too late.

Thanks for your help and I WILL implement these suggestions. No more talking and reacting emotionally.