I am destroyed as a person and things will not be better tommorrow or the day after or the day after.
That's where you are 100% wrong. You are still here. Things are at least a little better today than yesterday.
One day at a time. Very clichued, I know, but so true.
Hang in there. And you're right, we do care. And if we do, people who don't even know you, I'm sure you have people in your life who know you and care about you who can support and help you. Seek them out and let them help.
