Scwred up and need advice

[CPCajun]

I'll work on the L, I'll find a way. I am very resourceful, it is one of the reason W loves(d?) me. I am concerned but not concerned on this. Makes sense?


As for this small positive note. Everything was fine till I placed my hear on her shoulder. She said she wasn't ready yet. I told her ok, thanks for letting me know. I did not want to pursue or pressure. I didnt say anything else and sat on my side of the couch.

So right now we are on talking terms and are able to some spend time together in the house. As I mentioned I do not want to be clingy ot apply presure, but should I slowly continue? Meaning come in the house and just ask small questions? ie How was you day? and other small talk, then go on my merry way. Or should I still let her initiate? I still come in the house to see the kids.

I plan on going to a fitness club tonight, maybe with the kids. It s a membership my parrents gave us for a Christmas present last year, I have failed to use(especially with W). It should be intresting,since I havn't lifted a weight in 'centuries'.


I am just excited and nervous due to this small step. I appreciate all the advice all has given so far.

Coach, Are these the beginning of the test she is giving?