Don't give-up on me Puppy. These things were all done before you posted this morning. I will try harder. There is not try, only do, or do not.
Here is a note my wife is typing me right now (eblaster). What to make of it? I will not respond. Do I talk to her about it tonight or just remain detached?
I feel like I tried to be the best wife and mother and have given this the best I could for the past 20 some years. I'm very saddened and upset at what this had come to. I guess I mistakenly thought you had some respect for me and maybe you would understand I only want to be happy. I knew this process would be painful, but I really don't believe it has to get this bad. You know as well as I that neither Reg or Debbie is responsible for where we are. Lets just leave the blame where it should be....YOU AND I !! I was planning to take out a loan for the atty. I just was so completely stressed out that I did not need one more burden so I borrowed the $ from Reg. That is it. It would have happened either way. As for as Debbie, believe what you want. The fact is she did not even recognize Jim the night we met him. Conversation ocurred and two and two were put together, that he used to work with Bo. She didn't introduce me and it doesn't matter anyway.
Based on your accusations, I have to assume you've been talking to Laurie. I can only imagine the things you've talked about with her. I guess maybe you think that is o.k. because I shared some things with Jim. Well, just try to think about what her motive is. I know I am the one responsible for opening this door but now you are the one to keep it open. I'm sure you think she is nice,etc, and I'm sure she can be, but I have heard the things she is capable of and I only hope what you have shared (our address??) does not come back to hurt our family.
I asked you before not to come in my room at night when I'm sleeping. It scares me and it is not the time for a discussion anyway. Please do not do that again.
I know you are hurting. I'm sorry you feel so desperate. I was just hoping that our history, relationship, and what I've given to our family would give you some pause when discussing things with others and your interactions with my friends. You keep saying you are concerned about my health, if that is true than please stop. My stomach is killing me and I guess I probably will keep losing weight if this continues. My body is just reacting to the stress of it all. Maybe you feel like this is payback for me hurting you, I don't know. I truly hope that is not what this boils down to. Thanks for listening.
