So, now that I really have anything that will make much difference saved to jump drive and hidden away, I deleted my little intel program, and from this point forward I'm only worrying about me and DD, and only considering H when I have to for money or visitation issues. Continuing to read these things night after night will only serve to keep me attached and keep me from GAL and healing in time.
I agree. I admire your courage and strength in doing what you've had to do up until this point, Elvencat. Not everyone can, but I think you are better-armed than if you hadn't, and at least you know that YOU are not the CRAZY one!!
