Omg--we had sex. Yes! And it was HOT!!

Picked up H from the airport (without S--he gets a 6 day side vacation with Grandpa and will be home Thurs). I was pretty cool to him--told him I didn't really want to hear a lot about the trip until my S gets home and then they can both tell me together. So he asks about my week, I tell him "some" but not "all" of course.

I got more and more nervous as we got near the house--started asking little things about the trip to keep him from noticing.

When we got home I turned on the voice activated recorder--I also had a family member calling to make sure I'm alright. I honestly didn't know how this was going to go!

So he comes in and I can tell he's pretty shocked and doing the guy thing of trying not to let it show. He asks how much it cost, who did the work, etc. Then I get the whole thing how his family was going to come up to do this and I blasted him--Your dad is 73 years old and your friends don't need to be treated like servants. You make enough money to afford this (it was pretty cheap to do, considering how much work there was!) and I'm sick of you being like this with your family. Have them up for a PARTY or something, not to WORK for YOU!

So then he says somewhere in there, why didn't you do XYZ. Ha! I didn't know I could! but I plan on it!!

So at some point he is ? defeated looking or something--so I go for a hug and he says "you never talk to me anymore" (I don't listen to him complain about me--guess that is the "talking" he is missing!) I said, I try but you have been so ugly. He says "you could just hold me". I'm like hey...I have TRIED THAT TOO for MONTHS!! (the counselor said to do that and I HAVE).

Then he says, come in the bedroom and hold me now. I'm like, Ok--but you are REALLY STINKY!!lol.

So he goes for a shower and while in there he asks me to get his razor--he is really scruffy looking. I said "leave it--it looks good on you". He can't hear me and I get up and tell him to "leave it--it's sexy".

And he grabs me by my (very) loose shorts and pulls me in the shower with him and it was really amazing!!