Hi There, I'm new to this part of the forum - I've just moved over from Midife Crisis Section, as I'm not 100% sure its a midlife crisis anymore, and thought it best to post here in the mean while - my sitch :
Thank you everyone, I think what gets me is the having patience part, I'm not an overly patient person, if somethings not going as fast as I want it to go, I feel the need to get in there and speed it up a bit Which obviously I cant do I will be ordering the DR book this week - but its going to take 6 - 8 weeks to get here I think I have the gist of it, but any pointers in the meantime would be appreciated.
Yes, I DO want him back, but not the way things were. There would have to be changes. On his side and mine. I dont think we are incompatible, I havnt felt that for 12 years? And if he was feeling it he did a good job of hiding it
I think I should move onto the Newcomers forum section, as I'm not 100% sure this is MLC, although I was convinced to start - it might have been wishful thinking omn my part - I'm confused about it now becasue H seems happier now (3 months seperated), than hes been in 2 years I wish it was an act, but its a good one if it is.
I guess its natural to not like seeing someone so happy when you yourself feel hard done by
I want to be the bigger person in this, and for it to be water off a ducks back, but I'm a pisces, and a very emotional sensitive oneat that, I'm just not tough as nails, although thats what I'm portraying to H at the moment
