Still chipping away at EA

[elvencat]

Couldn't sleep, so gathered the day's intel.

WOW how many times can one person say I love you baby! to another one in the span of 2 hours? I gave up trying to count. It was sickening.

And I really wish I lived in a state where I could sue the OW. I have hard copy of her stating to H that she knew she wanted him the first time she saw him 12 YEARS AGO and if only she'd known how good it could possibly be, wouldn't have waited this long. WOW. I told H that she's been pining for him for years and he laughed in my face.

OW told him too bad he couldn't put my stuff out on the lawn... he says yeah, but my mother wouldn't allow it. Geesh.

H commented he didn't know what I was thinking. OW asked if he had ever known. H said, yeah, she used to be so predictable I'd know exactly what she'd do in any situation. But since I asked for divorce she's been so erratic.. even more than me. lol.

GAG GAG GAG!!!!!

Keep in mind this was only the evening chat... haven't had a chance to preview earlier in the day yet. Whoah....

So, now that I really have anything that will make much difference saved to jump drive and hidden away, I deleted my little intel program, and from this point forward I'm only worrying about me and DD, and only considering H when I have to for money or visitation issues. Continuing to read these things night after night will only serve to keep me attached and keep me from GAL and healing in time.

I hope NC and GAL serve to shake H, but I'm not counting on it anymore. He made his bed, if he doesn't like it, too bad. I MIGHT take him back.