That was me just talking big, Allen. I meant down the road ... I'm not at that place yet. Just meant I may not be able to take several years of this and am afraid I'll give up. BUT... one day at a time! That's all I'm trying to accomplish at this point. Thanks for the link.
Honestly, I've known things were wrong in our marriage for nearly two years, and thought things were a bit 'off' for at least a couple years before that... I just never expected to have it get this far. I thought (naively) we could, together, work out whatever got in our way, but bad communication just generates more of the same.. as the computer adage goes: Garbage In = Garbage Out
I hope that by doing what I'm doing now, not only will I get my life back on track, but that my H will stop the cycle, reboot, and re-install.... (gee, look at me carrying on with the computer reference. )
Anyway, Sunny, you'll be surprised what you can endure when you didn't think you could, and what you have already endured without realizing it. I'm just coming to learn that.
Me 32, H 34, DD 3 M 6, T 8 Bomb 03/10 OW Bomb 6/5/10 Separate & NC 6/28/10 My 2nd EA Thread
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