Imagine that 100 times more from his perspective. It still proves the point that you did not communicate. You expect a reaction.. but never get one. You place your hopes and dreams in that reaction. You are disappointed.. over and over.
i don't deny that we didn't communicate. i wish we had the opportunity to fix this.
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How goes your work on your statement?
i've been thinking about it a lot.
all this talk about how he feels and his perspective, has given me a bit to think about. i'm compassionate for a day and then i can't explain his behaviour and i just think he's full of hate and can't stand me. the anger comes back and it cycles.
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This is your first step. You said it right.. not sure if that will translate to RL quite yet.
the anger is still very much alive. i've never been so angry at someone in my entire life. for the first time, i think i wish all of life's sh*t would get dumped on him and his parents.
