I do need to get back up and go on, but it's darn hard.
Getting back up and living life while growing your empathy and compassionate detatchment is how you become stronger.
To become physically strong, you don't collapse on the couch and stay there all day long. You get a ahold of some weights and you start lifting them. Yes, it's harder than collapsing on the couch, but it is also more rewarding.
Getting back up when you have collapsed emotionally without becoming cynical and bitter (becoming crippled) is how you become stronger emotionally. Yes, it's harder than collapsing and just being an emotional mess, but it is also much more rewarding.
You will be stronger, but you have to start by just getting back up even if it seems hard.
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