Sat was busy, doc appt, oil change on the truck, mow the lawns, fix the broken sprinklers (damn mower), pick up the house, grocery shopping, laundry etc. Kept me busy all day...
Sun, well...woke up in a down mood. Had dreams about DD getting sick etc, I should refrain from reading BBJ's posts before going to bed So naturally started missing DD but wanted to stay strong and not call STBX. Low and behold the phone rings and it's DD!!! DD never really calls me when she's with STBX, so awesome, we talked for a bit, she told me how they were going to the beach and then the museum. I hate how I have to miss so many of her growing up moments, I'll only be involved in 50% of them at best...In the words of Kelly Clarkson 'I would never wish bad things, but I don't wish you well STBX'
The rest of the day was blah...tried to cook a steak on the new George Foreman grill I got (after hearing rave reviews about it) but it cooked it too much...oh well couldn't let it go to waste so ate it with lots of BBQ sauce and coke...so healthy, I know lol
Then tried to experiment with the apple fries...I think I'll keep my day job
Dinner+Netflix movie tonight- something to look forward to. I think I'm going to make breakfast for dinner: pancakes and eggs...easy.
Trying to figure out what to do the next few weekends, will also have DD for a week when STBX is out of town mid Jul.
Still have the disclosure/interrogatory docs to work on...don't feel like dealing with it as is and her attorney's asking for docs from 2005 and 2007. Like could she make this any harder?
Various thoughts about the future pop in my head every now and then including the fear of staying single for a long time if not forever. I stopped by REI the other day for no reason and noticed several young families buying stuff for their upcoming camping/vacations as I wandered the store alone...another reminder of what I've lost and how much I loved those times.
Last edited by StupidRomeo; 06/28/1012:23 AM.
Me: 35|WAW: 38|D: 6yo | http://tinyurl.com/2dxx7m6 Feb 2006, left, came back in two weeks Aug 2006, left again Apr 2007, filed for divorce Dec 2007, reunited Mar 2010, moved out, filed again
So naturally started missing DD but wanted to stay strong and not call STBX. Low and behold the phone rings and it's DD!!! DD never really calls me when she's with STBX, so awesome, we talked for a bit, she told me how they were going to the beach and then the museum. I hate how I have to miss so many of her growing up moments, I'll only be involved in 50% of them at best...In the words of Kelly Clarkson 'I would never wish bad things, but I don't wish you well STBX'
