Still trying to find my way

[Mystik]

Thanks for stopping in, TimeHeals. I pray for strength because I don't feel that I'm strong enough on my own. And I know He is working with me on that. I do need to get back up and go on, but it's darn hard.

Seeing H today didn't affect me too badly. It stung, but didn't bring me to tears like normal. Not sure if part of that was my joy at having DS home again counteracting the sadness. DS missed me so much, said he missed me so much he could have died. In the car said he couldn't wait to get home and cuddled, we cuddled for about an hour. And I must say, just having DS home makes the day so much less depressing.