BeingMe--I imagine you are a ball of anxiety today, waiting for your appointment (tomorrow, right?) and the MRI results. I'm so sorry you are going through all this alone after being with someone for 24 years and sharing your lives.
I know what it's like to continually be told "you're so strong" in the midst of crisis, when all you really want to do is just lean on someone else--even briefly--so you don't HAVE to be so strong, to share the feelings and be supported.
Hoping for miracles for you--they do happen. and they don't always look like what we expect. you've always been so supportive of me here--I wish the same support for you.
M60 H52 D20 M14 yrs OW-old gf from 1986 bomb-5/18/08 H filed for D-9/10/08 D final 4/24/09 xH remarried (not OW) 2012