I struggle daily (probably hourly) with the same filter - is this going to bring me nearer or further away from my ultimate goal? But over the last week, for me at least - a new (actually old) filter has return - at the end of the day, will I be able to look at myself in the mirror and say that I treated this person that I love with kindness and respect so that I won't have to carry around any additional regrets? I completely feel your pain!
M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years Ds-24,22/S-18 D - 3/11 A Day at a Time