W came back early as the event ended early. Which is good. What is bad. W came back was was completely upset after seeing me. Even though I did all the extra things I previously posted.W still wanted D even more. She still brings up the past 10 years of hell and how she is confused and scared to let me back in her life. Now does not want to go to Florida for our family vacation next month. This hurt me the most as I wanted everything for her to come.
I don't know. I am really hurt now. I came into the apartment and just screamed and cried. It hurts so much now.
On a side note ,I cannot afford and L. I cant afford most, and the one I can want a all or nothing D, no reconciliation. Also, I think I am going to go stay with my sister for and go completely dark for a week. The bad thing, is I can't do anything with the kids.
Last edited by CPCajun; 06/27/1009:21 AM.
Me 31 Wife 34 (Step)D 15 /(Step)S 13 / D 6 Married 3/3/01 Separated 6/4/10 Bomb 6/14/10 Served 6/22/10 EA/PA Discovered 7/5/10 Now Back Together 8/1/10