I am the same as you...I don't go to church regularly but I have always bellieved in God...I have prayed more about my sitch with H than I did when I had cancer! Funny, huh?
One thing...
"And the other part of me thinks "if stbxh really doesn't want to divorce me, then it doesn't matter if we take the class."
It doesn't matter what STBXH thinks he wants...what do you want?
Go with that!
M48 H53 M16 T18 S16 D13 SS30 H drops bomb PA/8-30-09 H leaves 12-30-09 D filed by H 2-10 H asks to come home 4-11 Piecing